My doctors said it was not possible for me to conceive as I am suffering from ovulation problems. I had to go through a lot of medication, therapy and observation. So I told my sweet husband Ali Dadi that when we started dating. I was honest and told him I am not ready and will not go through doctors pumping me up with medicines! I told him there is huge chance we will not have any children.
His answer was: If it’s not meant for us to have a child I have you and we have Iida… That is enough for me!
And he really meant it!! 🙂
It gave me comfort and made me get on with my life with him not worrying that he will ever ask from me to go through any medical frustration with medicine and doctors! And so almost 4 years passed… He never asked me to visit doctors unless I got really sick… and a day came when I was not well… I was bleeding not normally, gaining weight without eating, and I was over depressed. It was time to see a doctor… I went to American mission hospital where the General doctor directed me to OBS & GYN department to see Dr. Alka Gupta who was on duty and free that time.
I sat next to her desk while Ali waiting very worried out side. She asked very few short questions.
And suddenly she said: well nothing to worry about!!! You are pregnant. 🙂
I said: It’s not possible Doctors, not one or two but three told me I cannot get pregnant without medical assistance…
She smiled so friendly and said: Well Bahrain has it’s own magic. Lay down and I’ll prove it to you!
I was bleeding so did not believe a word she said until I saw a pea sized little thing…
Dr. said with amazing care: That is your baby.
I started crying not sure why when she looked into my eyes and asked: Do you love your husband?
I said: So much!
She said: then you have the answer to this…
Baby was conceived on our anniversary… On F1 Grand Prix Race day… Looking at the photos of that day reminds me of how happy and in love I am with Ali and with our life together! Baby was conceived with love… The baby is the fruit of Love.
I haven’t felt this way over 15 years ago!!!
I felt I love a person that is not in this world yet… Talk to my tummy… Keep touching my tummy and smiling… I remember I felt this way 15 years back and never thought I will feel it again. And this time I have someone who really shares this experience with.
I have Ali and Iida… I am so happy and in love with all 3…
Can’t wait for my Christmas gift this year!!! My Christmas baby and my sweet husband and daughter next to me what Santa bringing us this year!!