i have fallen in love. with someone i never thought i would! because he made me put my fences down as i was not worried of fallen or him stealing from me in broad daylight… this how he struck… and he took it all and got me to this strange mood i always try to avoid!!!
sitting down… having a coffee in my big bahrain starbucks mug that i love… wearing a t-shirt of a man i love… still having some of his smell in it. i know soon it will fade so i worry. i wanna keep him close even if it is just by his smell. he seems to be so far away. but still so close. how come when he is countries away… seems that took my heart away with him. i feel him holding it and it’s beating between his finger. would he come back soon? would he ever give what he stole back???
ok… i don’t want what he stole back as it feels so good with him taking care of it, but at least can i get his arms around me again putting me to sleep in peace??? have his smell all around me again as i seem to need that drug to calm me down! as what is left in the t-shirt seems won’t last me long! i will need my drug real soon just to sleep!!!