too old????? when was 32 years too old??? i mean the man is almost 27 years old!!! so it’s just 5 years and few months that separate our ages??? the man likes me… and i like him a lot!!
am i going to go through the why the stranger came to my country and took our man from us here???
well for the little girls that are wondering… i am a real WOMAN… i know what i want… i do not and will not ask a man to marry me after few months of kissing and fooling around… i will have sex with my boyfriend, and just so you little girls know; men who are in my boyfriend’s age need sex (shhhh no one knows here that men have feelings and need sex so you can go a head and pretend that you are stupid and that you don’t know)…
another thing… i do not ask my man for money, gifts, full 24h attention just because we are dating… i am a WOMAN and real WOMAN knows that a man needs to have his hobbies, friends, privet time with family or with himself… he works hard for his salary so who the hell am i to ask him for it??? who the hell am i to ask him to buy me gifts with it??? if i want something, i work, get my salary and buy it myself!!! i do not need dinners in expensive restaurants… i do not need dates in expensive cafe’s… i do not need anything but few moments or some of his free time to show me how much he cares by hugging me when i’m sad, by calming me down when i’m angry, by making me laugh when i’m feeling low, by giving me company when i’m feeling lonely… and by giving me sex when i’m feeling horny (oh forgot you little girls have no idea how a real WOMAN feels) …and so, we have a real relationship of give and take!!!
i trust my man… and planning to do so until he himself gives me a reason not to… so in other words you little girls (and you little boys in this case), you can come and tell me what ever you feel like telling me, you can say what ever you want about him, i am a WOMAN who has heard and seen it all, so it won’t bother me!!! if he himself comes one day and says my dear nora cassandra the time has come where we need to walk separate paths, i’ll respect that… if one day comes and i feel i need to let him go and walk my own way without him, i’ll let him know and then i’ll leave!!!
now maybe… just MAYBE he is dating me and not you because i do not nag, i do not ask him to do me things that annoy him… maybe, just MAYBE it’s because i love him for who he is and do not want him to change a thing in himself, and maybe it’s because i love his family and friends and respect them all in all ages and ways of their thinking even if they don’t necessary like me or respect my way of thinking… and maybe, just MAYBE it’s because i am not waiting for him to marry me or ask me that even if he is making love to me very regularly…. maybe it’s because i think a WOMAN and a man need many many years to reach such decisions as i do like enjoy the months or years that i have meant to be spending with him and maybe i just trust his word when he says he is mine and i do not need him to give me some stupid paper to prove it to me or to anyone else!!! he is a MAN and his word is trust worthy to me and my heart!!!
so grow up and be a WOMAN!!!