HARD TIMES

sorry to all my readers… i have no internet connection at home… i do not have a laptop to be going somewhere to connect to the net…. and i have no money to go to internet cafe… right now i have asked my friend if i could use her laptop and internet to go through my emails that i haven’t checked for almost a month… and also to post this to tell you that you will have to miss me for a longer time!!!

sorry!!!

my birthday again

it’s my 31st birthday!!!!

LIFE IS MAKING ME SMILE MORE THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD!!! :-D

life changing bit too fast… will have more time soon to write about it!!! so than you everyone for all your lovely messages to my email and to my facebook… thank you for all the sweet texts messages and nice phone calls i have got from all of you my dear friends!!!

i am tired from work but really excited about what’s coming a head!!!

IT’S HARD… BUT I’M SO HAPPY!!!!!

Somehow life works out always… a surprise visit from a friend i haven’t seen for over 7 years made me realize i still have a lot of hope… his visit came same day as my mum’s phone call… both made me feel much stronger an made me believe and sure now that everything will ok!!! true my mum’s call lasted 40 mins and i saw my friend just for 3 hours but it was all i needed!!! it’s just bit hard times i have to go through to enjoy better the life when things get all in order!

life is full of surprises and it’s so exciting to wait for the next one always!

UNFAIR WAY TO LOOK AT TRAFFIC ACCIDENTS!

I have been through a car accident!!! My neck is hurt and so are my shoulders!!!

What pisses me off… how come when someone stops suddenly in front of you then give a single that he/she will be turning and because of that you end up crashing to them… and that considered your fault!!!! Same with the motorbike accident I was in over 11 years ago… I mean we were driving on the fast lain… and this slow care from the second lane (no cars in front of him) decides he would like to try our lane… so we crash into him and it ends up our fault as we hit him from behind!!!!

It’s unfair!!! :’-(

So I work! I think everyone noticed that I am! I’m too tired… and have no time to post!!! But some interesting things have happened! Some very interesting things have made me realize nothing is as it seems!!!!

Will be talking about them soon… as soon as I have the time to post! :-*

CONGRATULATIONS TO FC BARCELONA

FC Barcelona played an amazing game, a near-flawless match that saw it defeat reigning English, European and world champion Manchester United, 2-0, to win the Champions League.

Congratulations to FC Barcelona, all Barcelona fans and to ME!!!

I AM A PROUD ½ KUWAITI

Why do people deny their blood? Why they are not proud of the blood running deep inside of them??? Why a man comes to me with heavy Indian accent and when I ask him where is he from he says he’s from Barcelona? Why does a Bengali man say at last I’m going to my home country and when asked he says USA? When asked if he was born there he says no just moved there 3 years ago. Why when meeting a black man playing basketball and ask him so where are you from he says I’m from the states with this heavy African accent?? Why? Why is it when an Indian guy come to chat up my friend with his horrible (English wanna be) accent doesn’t simply say I am from Indian origin but I was walk the world with an English nationality?

I know why I denied my ½ blood! I was angry! I hated my dad! So I never wanted even to think of his blood that runs in me! For over 7 years I said I was ½ Finnish and ½ black (never made it clear what black) some days I was ½ English, some ½ African, and some ½ American! But never ½ Arab or Kuwaiti!

I am a proud ½ Kuwaiti! Yes I have my issues with my dad… yes I will never be friends with him! But I’m damn proud of my blood!!! My ½ blood come from a wonderful family! They are good people… ok no family is perfect with any issues… but they are good people! Yes true I do not believe in ½ of what they believe in, but who the hell I am to judge their believes??? They are a family that built them selves from scratch! Their money was not found in trees, but they worked their asses so hard to make it! They are smart people! Their children are doctors and all university graduates! They worked hard (or most of them did) to keep their family together! They are respectful and very well loved by other families! So you are damn right to get to hear me say I’m proud to carry their blood! Maybe I will never have contact except by very few of them… but I’m still proud of the rest of them!

True I walk the ground of this earth with my Finnish nationality that I’m so proud of… But that doesn’t make me deny or less proud of my ½ Kuwaiti blood!

So! Hello! My name is Nora Cassandra and I’m ½ Kuwaiti!

AND JUST SO YOU KNOW…… BAHRAIN IS PERFECT!!!!

Sorry everyone for not posting about the F1 as usual!!! I’m too busy in Bahrain and won’t have time at all to be posting!!! So I will try to post as soon as I’m back in Cyprus!!

And just so you know…… Bahrain is perfect!!!!

NORA CASSANDRA IS GOING TO BAHRAIN…

So I’m going to Bahrain!!! For the F1 race!!! Got my free tickets from a good friend!!!

So what else??/ I will be going all alone, so no my man no my girl!!! … it was first planned as the whole family… but seems money problems didn’t help or allow doing so!!!

I will be staying at my good friend’s place Leen… she is the lovely lady who came for my big 30^th birthday party back in October!!! I did wish Emmi could come at least for few days too… but I guess I only can hope she finishes here thesis soon so she will be a free woman again!!!!! Emmi… do it girl… and I’ll see you soon after!!!

I will be meeting up with Aladdin who is another friend who came over for my birthday too… then of course few other friends!!

I will enjoy the race up close…. And my god the food, tanning, all the crazy stuff going around… I am so excited!!!

I also might be getting close to some real expensive cars and taking a lot of pictures!